I am exhausted but happy that I could work as much as I did today and tonight. What a long day at the office. We are really hectic at this time of the year, so it’s hard to pull away from working. Working is good, though, for me. It helps me to focus on positive thoughts and distracts me from scary moments.
My worst problem is tearing myself away from work. It’s like a drug to me. I can’t pull myself away from it because it really soothes me, even when it’s difficult and even annoying. I have to find a balance.
I will think about that tomorrow during chemo. Tomorrow I see my hemonc, too. Hope to have good news.