The days are moving fast until Christmas. I am on vacation, and today it did me good. I woke up early but took a nap until mid-morning since I was worn out from yesterday’s errands. In the past I could run from one place to another without a hesitation; now I have to keep a pace. It is a struggle to accept that my energy level is altered. I recognize it, but understanding it and accepting it is not easy.
Today I spent the day, again, out doing errands with a friend. It was fun, but, again, when I got home, I collapsed and slept for two hours. It feels like my body is trying to get sick. Oh, yeah, I think that’s just the chemo.
When and how does one get used to all of this.
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